the worst is having no one to turn to when you're cornered
the worst is going home knowing that there's nothing awesome waiting for you
the worst is seeing how empty your inbox is
the worst is knowing this would happen but choosing to ignore it instead
the best is i don't feel guilty anymore
the worst is she's not mine
The glorious and triumphant return of now-19 year old Blogger, the revival of a once-grand and dare I say influential webspace that produced daily content, and the crippling anxiety of a young woman who no longer has any time or motivation to write, and feels like any ability she had acquired in the past through repetition and sheer will alone is now slowly slipping out of her grasp. Brief history of the Blog and Blogger can be found here.
Here be personal journal entries, observations, slices of life, questions and conclusions, as well as exploration of social and political topics seen through the lens of a Malaysian Muslim, feminist, lesbian, Marxist, and horse enthusiast.