The glorious and triumphant return of now-19 year old Blogger, the revival of a once-grand and dare I say influential webspace that produced daily content, and the crippling anxiety of a young woman who no longer has any time or motivation to write, and feels like any ability she had acquired in the past through repetition and sheer will alone is now slowly slipping out of her grasp. Brief history of the Blog and Blogger can be found here.

Here be personal journal entries, observations, slices of life, questions and conclusions, as well as exploration of social and political topics seen through the lens of a Malaysian Muslim, feminist, lesbian, Marxist, and horse enthusiast.

Monday, February 6, 2012

so relatively fucked

i forgot about that. i forgot about all of that. sports day. "i knew it was going to be a bad day when she came." it amazes me how weird all of that is now that i'm standing on the other side, looking in and no longer living it. it's like what even was going on with my heart at the time. was that even possible? was it even possible to be caught between four people or was it all just a nothing wrapped in a bundle of nothing.

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