I firmly believe it’s possible to care for and be attracted to someone, even though your heart belongs to someone else.Thinking it through now, I am so baffled, still, by your actions and inactions. I wish I could talk to you about it, because that's really what I want to do, what I've always wanted to do, even though I've left that part of me behind, even though I know I made a mistake in saying the things I said. I wonder, the last day, when there was every possibility that we wouldn't see or talk to each other again, I wonder why you decided your last words to me to be "I think you're pretty" and after everything that you didn't know happened, what was I supposed to say?
So I'm sorry I disappointed you with my lack of humility. I'm sorry that that was the way things ended, not with a bang or a revelation, not with a cliffie or a reveal, but with a self-centered admission of acceptance.