The glorious and triumphant return of now-19 year old Blogger, the revival of a once-grand and dare I say influential webspace that produced daily content, and the crippling anxiety of a young woman who no longer has any time or motivation to write, and feels like any ability she had acquired in the past through repetition and sheer will alone is now slowly slipping out of her grasp. Brief history of the Blog and Blogger can be found here.

Here be personal journal entries, observations, slices of life, questions and conclusions, as well as exploration of social and political topics seen through the lens of a Malaysian Muslim, feminist, lesbian, Marxist, and horse enthusiast.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Unhealthy

I'm going to be doing some changes around here because I need to be more committed to being the person that I want myself to be. So for now, I'm only going to talk about school and my family on here and nothing else. Oh, and Harry Potter. I was going to say fandoms, but eh, Glee's on hiatus.

So to conclude my somewhat awful day (it wasn't that bad), I am a bad person, I am a mean person and I hate everyone. I think that about sums it up. I feel bad. Kind of guilty. Kind of, well, angry, and I know I said that those feelings were basically you letting other people control your life but, well, it's all kind of my fault anyways. 

Now that we're here, I can just forget about it. Aerobics practice sucked, by the way. I am honestly getting kind of pissed at most of the Blue house leaders who talk big fucking talk about not breaking the school rules but whenever I told them to kancing or whatever... it's just rude. It's just a bad year and with this lot that we've drawn, I am genuinely not surprised. 

For what it's worth (absolutely zero), as a last and final word, I am sorry. 

Happy Belated Father's Day, 

Happy Belated Birthday to My Mother
and Zaza :)

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