Just take it lying down. And it's pathetic, I know, the fact that I'm still clinging to my cellphone like it actually means something, like it could still even mean anything at all. I know all of that and even sitting right across from him, I know that. And I'm honestly surprised, day in and day out, that I still have these people who put up with me and my insane levels of ridiculousness. They're all as sane as I am.
Just take it lying down. And I'll laugh off every fantasy I've ever fantasized, every dream I've ever accidentally dreamt, every wish I secretly tell myself at night. What's important right now is that I separate reality from my own warped version of it.
So I'll just take it lying down because this will be over pretty soon.